Well there’s this girl….
She loves the colour purple.
She is super afraid of chickens(it’s kinda cute in a way).
She uses a perfume by Paul Smith(which I’m madly in love with).
She has 2 pairs of dr.martens.
She doesn’t smoke/drink.
She is very nice to her friends.
She is very concern about the people around her, sometimes too much.
She can’t sleep without a bolster.
She loves to cuddle.
She loves kisses on her forehead.
She loves bubble tea.
She prefers gong cha cause of their wide variety of teas.
She likes koi cause “their tea is nicer”.
She doesn’t have a degree but wears colour contacts.
She put moisturiser every night before she sleeps.
She is afraid to sleep on her own.
She’s kinda timid(which is cute in her way).
She takes alot of vitamins in the morning.
She loves to bake but shes afraid that it won’t be nice and a waste.
She rocks at marvel vs capcom on xbox (even though she anyhow spams).
She has a naval piercing(hot).
She used to have a Tongue piercing(hot).
She lends money to her friends too easily.
She loves to dance.
She loves guys who can sing well.
She loves reality tv, the kind that people recounts bad events that happened to them(eg. I shouldn’t be alive).
She is afraid of horror shows.
She doesn’t like to bother her boyfriend.
She appreciates the little things that you do for her.
I love it When she smiles with her mouth half full with food.
When she bites her lips.
When she raises her eye browns in agreement.
When the first thing I hear in the morning is her voice waking me up.
When we spend quality time alone together.
That is the girl I love so so much, I would have been together with her right now. But just cause of a foolish mistake of ignoring her. I might have just lost her forever.
I know that my best friend likes her at the moment. I’m 99% sure. I can tell from his actions after knowing him for so long. Well at least if they do get together, I’ll have a peace of mind that he will treat her right, aside from him being possessive. And if she is happy with him, than why not? From what I know, if you love someone, you would want he/she to be happy.
I try to avoid questions relating to relationships, I want her to concentrate on her O’levels and get good grades, which is far more important than this. And maybe after her O’s we could talk things out and hopefully she’ll be willing to give me a second chance. I promise across my heart that I won’t ever do such a stupid thing again to lose someone like her. It kills me seeing her heartbroken, be it her previous relationship or what not.
When we go out together as a group I also tend to not be that close to her cause I don’t wanna put her in a tough situation. But than again it hurts so so bad. And the only thing I can do is watch at the sidelines. I can’t believe tears are rolling down as I type this out haha. Is that what you call Love? I don’t know, you tell me. I’m a sucker for love.
Well there’s this girl….